I am somewhat embarrassed to admit that I have never owned a
passport because I have never gone anywhere that requires one. I am not a world traveler. A passport enables a sojourner to enter into
countries and cultures that are foreign, unfamiliar and perhaps
uncomfortable. Stepping into unfamiliar
terrain changes one forever; it opens doors of consciousness and awareness that
broaden one’s view of our world.
Though I have not had that experience geographically, I have
travelled, spiritually, miles and miles from my “hometown” Christian
fundamentalist religion. I find myself
almost evangelical about the tremendous benefit I have gained from journeys
into unfamiliar spiritual/religious territory.
Just as seasoned world travelers likely look at me, she who
has never been farther than Hawaii, with compassion approaching pity I find myself
having similar feelings for people who have yet to venture beyond their
childhood religion. I am convinced that
thousands of such folk are perfectly content to remain rooted in a legalistic,
fundamentalist Christianity, and I respect their choice. On the other hand, I so want Biblical
literalists to know there is an alternative way to embrace faith that opens doors
and windows of consciousness and love, revealing an ever-expanding view of God
and humankind.
When I was in my 20’s a psychotherapist asked me what I
really wanted to do. I heard myself
saying things like, “I want to encourage other people. I want to exhort people to never give up, to
trust in a Higher Good, to believe in themselves….” He looked at me and said, “You want to be an
evangelist.” I cringed and thought no,
no, no. He was so right.
I want to encourage people whose childhoods were similar to
mine to find the willingness to explore, venture out, try the waters of
unfamiliar religions, philosophies, and spiritualties until they land in the
terrain of authenticity rather than orthodoxy, and then go deeper and wider. I’m passionate about it.
If you should see me standing on a soapbox on the corner of
the square, please stop and say hi, and then call my husband to come get me.
Robyn, that's the best word I've heard to describe who you have been your whole life: evangelist. Perfect. I've always been an admirer of your passion and you don't need a passport to travel the most important life journeys. Keep going and if you end up on a street corner, make it a prominent one!
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