For the first time since I left my job I feel bored and restless, not knowing what to do with myself. Oddly enough I am not satisfied with merely feeling bored and restless -- I find I am compelled to top that experience off with the experience of anxiety.
Why is "bored and restless" frightening? I ask you.
B&R masks authentic experience.
B&R prevents the pleasure of deep relaxation,
Stalls and delays joyful action,
Veils true motivation and quells impulse.
B&R is a gambit to forestall perturbation.
However, B&R is best accepted
While acknowledging it for what it is.